We will miss you Hayley...

I had a very good afternoon, spent it with my friend Agge and talked about stuff. Agge and her boyfriend is going to take care of Hayley (the dog) this weekend and if things work out they might take care of her. It is heart breaking, mostly because James really loves Hayley and even got a bit grumpy when Agge cuddled her all the time. It wont be pretty tomorrow when he realises that she wont be her with us anymore. I want to protect him from this experience, but its part of life to say good bye, and he will see her again. I feel guilty aswell, I couldnt take care of her, my lack of energy is to big, she deserves to be in a family that have energy for her. Shes such a great dog.... I refuse to give myself a hard time about this though, well I will try anyway, because I do care very much about Hayley and want what is best for her, thats all that matters, that is why I am letting her go. Enough about that...

Spending time with good friends gives you such an enery boost. I feel pretty good right now, this second. I have very much stress inside of me though, but hopefully I will get some sleep tonight. Good night! Sleep tight!